Friday, September 7, 2018

"Now if you'll excuse me, it's time for my weekly condiment soaking."

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The majestic starfish meditating, much like I will do over the long weekend.
"Now if you'll excuse me, it's time for my weekly condiment soaking."

This was a very long and grueling week. Ironically enough, it was also a short week. I got into the debate elective despite having 100% certainty that I would definitely not get in. So that's pretty good, and then everything went kind of downhill from there. 

Looking back, there was no single "big" thing that happened, but rather a lot of little things. For one, I lost my agenda. I couldn't find it all week until today (which for those reading in the future, is a Friday.) I found it in my bookbag and felt like a complete idiot. Now, I'm not saying I'm not a complete idiot, just that at the moment I felt especially stupid. 

We had a debate in English class, which I have to admit was pretty fun, but I felt like I just completely messed up. In middle school, I was pretty good at speeches (I don't mean this in a braggy way, really I feel bad about it in all honesty,) and then this year I keep messing up. I don't know, I'm just not on my game.

And then there's my Greek class. Oh Nelly, this class. It feels like psychological warfare. Okay, so this is my hardest class right now. I have an F. Not a B or a C, no an F. So my teacher said we would have a classwork today, and you know what I did? I studied hard. I knew almost all of the one-hundred-and-twenty words I was told to study. I did amazing. I got every-single-one. And then she doesn't even grade it. I haven't felt real anger in over five years, and I felt it then and there. And the icing on the cake is that she said (to someone else,) "You're disappointed, well I am too because you don't study." I'm not exaggerating when I say I almost cried. But I didn't. Not for reasons like this. 

But you know, it's over. This week is done. I survived. I don't know how, but I did. It was hard, but I'm telling myself that it'll only get easier from here. I got all my work done despite these problems, and I feel I didn't panic at all this week. That may be a small achievement, but it's pretty big for me.

Well if you'll excuse me I'm going to drown myself in some Americone Dream ice cream. That's the best cure for a long week, and trust me, I really want some right now.

1 comment:

  1. Hey Jin! Ah man dude, that sounds like a horrible week. You made it though, so that counts! Do you have Galouka? Cuz she did that to my class as well and it really sucks. As for MUN, it's okay, we all know you absolutely rock, man! We all just need to get back into the motions (heh) of things. Same goes for school as well. Love ya dude, don't let life keep you down <3

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